Friday, January 29, 2010

Perdoname! (Espiritual)

Dios perdoname,
porfabor te lo pido.
No ha sido tu culpa el que yo haya sufrido.
Tan solo fue la mia,
la de nadie mas,
por no escuchar lo que tratabas de expresar.
Y ahora estoy aqui,
expresando lo que siento,
como tu ya sabes, mi arrepentimiento.
Perdoname Senor, no se que decir,
lo que si quiero es estar junto a ti.

Locura (espiritual)

Que locura es esta, de la que el mundo esta hablando?
Que cuando andamos con tigo nos paran senalando.
Dicen que estamos locos por que alabamos tus nombre,
por que hablamos de ti,
por que solo con tigo podemos ser feliz.
Y si estar loca significa amarte,
quisiera ser la mas loca de todas,
Por que con tigo soy feliz,
Por que se me es imposible vivir sin ti.
Llegaste a mi vida de una manera especial,
dia que jamas podre olvidar.
Senor eres hermoso,
eres sincero,
eres el amor verdadero.
Que pena que muchos no puedan entender
el amor y la amistad que tu quieres ofrecer.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Rescate

Destruyeron mi corazon,
pero tu lo arreglaste.
Robaron mi sonrisa,
mas tu la encontraste.
Me sacaste del hueco en cual me cai,
Y con un te quiero me hiciste feliz.

El amor

El amor no lo escoges.
El te escoge a ti.
Dos almas nacieron para conocerse,
y un dia descubrir que ya no son dos almas, sino una.
Nace un sentimiento fuerte como el mar,
y tan grande como el espacio.
Poca gente descubre ese sentir,
pero afortunado quien lo conozca,
aunque despues lo pierda.
Por que bien cierto es,
"Mas vale haber querido y perdido que nunca haber amado".

Sunday, January 24, 2010

(Short story) My first and only love.

       When I was little, my grandmother used to tell me lots of stories. The one I liked the most was how she fell in love with my grandfather. People used to do things differently in those days.
My grandfather even had to go to her parent's house and ask for her hand in marriage.
Grandma told me something one day I took very serious. She said, " Nerea, people only get one chance in love. Everyone has that one person God makes specially for them. The rest are only partners people settle for."
That comment stuck on me like a flea on a dog. I thought everyday about this wonderful man that God made for me. I knew exactly how he will be. A well adjusted individual with great looks and good manners who lived in a castle with his parents; the King and Queen of Spain.
Yes, I wanted a prince just like the ones I saw in Disney movies.
I fell in love at the age of fifteen. His name is to painful for me to mention. He was no prince. In fact, he was a thief who stole my heart. I met him at a birthday party. He was the typical popular boy in school and I was nothing but a shadow. When I saw him for the first time, I felt those butterflies grandma warned me about.
I had no intentions to dance or any clue on how to be cool. I never read that manual. Never thought I cared enough. So I went outside for some fresh scape of the torture that was building in my teenage mind. I felt someone touched my shoulder. I turned round and it was him. He asked for my name and my confusion reflected in his eyes. I couldn't believe he was talking to me. After that moment, our time together felt like light years. We became inseparable after that day.
I'll never forget that one night; we where sitting on the sand at the beach. Silence took over our evening but it was perfect because there were no words that could describe the intensity I was feeling.
Looking at the dark blue sky decorated with stars, he pointed at the most bright one as he told me that was his favorite one. He asked me which one was mine. I didn't have one at that time, but I chose a very tiny one next to his because that's where I always wanted to be.
He told me that night he will love me forever.

I look up the at the sky from time to time and eagerly search for those two stars that unlike us, are still shining together.

Who should we love?

Who should we love?
Our family? Because we grow up with them.
Our so call friends? Because they tell us what we want to hear when we want to hear it.
People who make us laugh all the time? Because we need them for entertainment.
People with money? Because perhaps they might help us in our time of need.
What about the rest?
What about the ones who don't pretend to be perfect all the time?
What about the ones who are not that funny because they will tell you what's on their mind even thought, you might not like it, and in the process hurt you; but, also make you grow as a person?
Can you recognize the people who truly care and the ones who are just using you?
Open you eyes and look at the bigger picture.
You might find things that will susprise you.

Can't escape.

Sometimes the dark,
Sometimes the light,
I never choose my side.
It comes to me like a thief at night,
and it forces on me without asking twice.